To receive love,
to be in wellness to the core,
to break the rules of failure and succeed…
to be truly comfortable there....
these are the tasks at hand,
these are the wanderings of my soul…
this is the wandering of my mind,,,
to go beyond what is familiar,
what is expected from a misguided system of hell,,,,
this is the haunting of my soul,
the underneath that expects failure and actually wants the failure to be real.
To go beyond this parasitic place from the bottom of the well.
To go beyond to break the ties,
the ideals in the underneath,,,,,
what does it take to move from underneath this psychological imprinted habit,
to bring it to the surface and notice the hammering of my broken soul,,,,
to stop the noise,
to change the habit from an awake place
For some people, religion has felt harmful.
This recording came to me as a way to soften some of those edges.
When I recorded it, the light was much brighter. When I played it back, it is what you see…